I was wrong about this whole relationship. “If he cheats to be with you, he will cheat on you too.” I believed that quote which I found somewhere. Now, I don’t think that quote matters anymore. We had our downs. There were days I just want to shut you out from my life but hey, most of my days were spent praying and hoping that you’ll stay. I’m glad I believed in you. Right now, we’re on our way to the peak of the mountain. We’re having the time of our lives. You make me feel complete.

And now about the quote I mentioned… If he cheats to be with you, he may cheat on you too but who says one can’t change? If you really love someone and he shows he cares about you, never stop giving chances. I may be stupid for giving him that many chances but I’m glad I did. He may have cheated to be with me but that doean’t mean he’ll cheat on me (or at least continue to cheat on me).

Crazy. Yeah crazy. Someone inspired me on what to talk about here.

Have you ever felt like you’re hurting and yet you don’t give a damn? Have you ever felt like giving up but the next day you give him/her multiple texts or calls saying stuffs you don’t even know why and then you go “I was going to give up, didn’t I…”? Have you ever felt like… Okay wtv, straight to the point, love makes you crazy.

But some of us still pursue this thing that makes us half (and sometimes fully) crazy. Btw, I don’t have the answer as to why we still love to love and be loved. It’s a natural thing (for me at least). Here’s the thing. Don’t bother trying to find the answer. You’ll never be able to find the answer. It’s like today you feel that you’ve found the answer and the next day, poof, the answer’s invalid anymore. Yeah that’s how it works. There’s no answer to such things. Anytime you feel like giving up, trust me, don’t bother thinking so much about it. Coz, if you really love that someone, the very next day you just feel like staying no matter how shit things are. This is why there’s such thing as “If you love two people at the same time, choose the second cause if you had really loved the first, the second wouldn’t have come by.”

And oh ya, love works in such an awesome way that even though it can drive you crazy, you still wanna have it (at least for most). It feels good isn’t it to be loved and to love. To give your heart to someone whom you trust will not break it. To give your utmost care and concern to someone without asking for anything back. To put someone else before yourself without feeling like a total loser after that. Trust me, all of these feel so damn good. Well, at least that’s the case for me. It’s like a voluntary work (without being forced). You know things like CIP, Flag Day etc… These stuffs make us feel so forced at times and we call it voluntary work. But love, it’s a real voluntary work. The genuine one that we put on ourselves. And… We enjoy it.

So there you go. Love makes you crazy but we still impose it on ourselves cos’ it’s a great and deep feeling.

Any day you feel like giving up, don’t bother thinking about it. Any day you feel hurt, get over it. That’s how you love.